Monday, April 4, 2011

Misery...loves company?

I don't know what my problem is...between this weather, cold, and being pregnant I am miserable...I'm not even sure why the cold could be worse...pretty sure quitting smoking has had effect on that...no coughing...the weather is always unpredictable this time of year...just unusually sucky...and half the time I'm lucky if I can tell I'm pregnant...so don't know exactly how that would be making me miserable...

I guess I'm just feeling guilty about not feeling excited about being pregnant...I'm just not that into it...I don't like telling people about it cause I don't want to explain the situation...then the next obvious questions come: 
~Any names picked out...no not really cant come up w/ anything I remotely like...
~What colors are you going...don't know since I don't know what it is...and every time I say neutral cause I don't know if I want to know the sex that answer isn't good enough either
~Do you want a boy or girl...sad to say I don't care...ok I don't actually say that but that's what I'm thinking...don't care what it is as long as its a healthy little baby...

I just find this all a bunch of nonsense and can't it just get here and life goes on cause ppl care much less once its actually born...ppl are much more nosy when your carrying it...I think part of this problem is my being impatient...I don't like to wait for things...they should of figured out a way to speed up this baking process by now...ok yes that last sentence probably sounded ridiculous...but thats where I'm at...lol I've reached ridiculous...

Ridiculous and miserable that sums up my life...I suppose I should feel lucky so many ppl have it so much worse...but right now luck just doesn't seem to be in the cards...

On a side note I am taking suggestions for baby names...needs to be different and an odd spelling works too 
Brandy

3 comments:

  1. Yay! First comment lol. So baking babies makes perfect sense to me lol. Tis how its done. And yes yes a rabbits gestational period is like six weeks, that's more reasonable in my opinion lol. And we will have to have a "three muskatees" meeting and find names that work with our rules lol. Hope this comment works this time! <3 ya!


    Tburd

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  2. Jerry said lord Graynox, don't worry I gave him stink eye for you.

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  3. So far name wise all i have is Jordyn Bryn for a girl and was tossing around Benton Michael for a boy...not sold on either of them...i also think Declyn or Keegan for boys are different

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