Seriously...seriously

Sigh...every single time I finally think I have something under control...something else goes wrong...I really don't get what I've done to deserve this life right now...Like was I serial killer in a former life...maybe Hitler...I just don't get it...seriously...

I think I'm generally nice to most ppl...I don't go out of my way to cause trouble or harm...yet seem to have the worst karma in the world...this year I've managed to make more mistakes, run into more mishaps, and end up pregnant oh and half of them happened w/in the first month of the year...but as of right now the rest of the year isn't getting any better...

I'm at the point where I'm just emotionally drained...no sense in tears or laughter or anything...just blank...empty...ready to toss in the towel...if anyone can figure out how to trade in this life for a new let me know cause I'd be all for a new life right now...

Oh I don't know I'll figure out something cause I have to and I always seem too...I'm just tired of doing it...C'est la vie...

Brandy