I'm not trying to throw a pity party...but gosh how much can one person/family take...dad is gonna start cancer treatment Monday...I worry about Tyler cause if something happens to his Pap he's not gonna know what to do...hopefully Chelle will get thru the rest of her pregnancy problem free but who knows with her blood count...grandma is losing her mind and I think more quickly than anyone wants to admit...mom can barely walk cause her arthritis is so bad but she won't go see a doctor...my 2 best friends are broken...
Oh not to mention I'm pregnant myself thank god that's going relatively easy except for when its moving around and feels like its trying to claw out of my uterus...which I find annoying and have threatened a c-section to it... then I feel mean but I don't have time to deal with the annoyance right now...gosh that sounds horrible...I'm pretty sure I'm the only person who finds being pregnant annoying...its not that I don't want the kid to get here...its the pregnant part that's annoying
I guess sometimes I still hope to wake up and this all was just some very odd dream and I'll be able to fix everything before it all happens so life isn't as hard as it is right now...but unfortunately it doesn't appear to be a dream...
Brandy
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