Already stubborn

So today the rugrat for the majority of the morning decided it wanted to make its home on my bladder...I have never went pee so many times in one morning...I asked it nicely to please move...it didn't listen...so then pushed it and at first it didn't want to budge...so I pushed harder...and finally got it to move...well that lasted all of a minute and it rolled back to my bladder with vengeance...so I decided to just let it be...

Well later it did finally move...it moved to the other side and decidedly so seem to lay on my ovary...so that didn't feel any better than earlier except that I didn't have to run to the bathroom every 20 mins...its like can't it just lay there nice and still in a place that doesn't squash something and just kick nicely to let me know its alive once in a while...is that really too much to ask...

I'm sure I'm kinda broken when it comes to this stuff...the image of most mom's to be enjoy feeling the baby move and knowing its there and they seem to act like its all magic and roses...okay well to me its more annoying...and like I said maybe I'm broken but come on its not so comfy...or maybe I wasn't designed to actually go thru pregnancy...I mean I'm good with babies...I helped raise my nephew for the first year of his life...but I didn't have to give birth to them...

Oh I suppose I'll get use to it...or get over it...or continue to complain about it...guess time will tell

Brandy