So the dr appt today didn't entail a 2 hr hospital visit afterwards thank goodness...heartbeat was fine and I am measuring 34 inches so that's right where its suppose to be...next appt is w/ the midwife to go over a birthing plan...insert eye roll...pretty sure after that they'll ship me to 3N when I tell them I don't want anyone near me while in labor...even better if the nurses and stuff can leave me alone for the most part...and I don't want to hear the word drugs unless its coming out of my mouth...I'm not completely unreasonable if something is wrong and the baby needs to come out then drug me and cut him out I'm okay with that...but otherwise just leave me alone
Yes I realize that may seem odd...and that yes since I have never had a kid the pain maybe worse than I think it will be...but if I start thinking otherwise about pain then I'm just setting myself up for failure...and I believe I said before that I don't know why I would want ppl in the birthing suite with me...they wouldn't be there for any other medical procedure why would I want anyone there for that...it creeps me out...I'm much calmer doing things by myself...other ppl make me fussy and I'd feel like I'd have to reassure them everything is fine the pain isn't that bad when really I'd just want to tell them to get the $#@$ away from me...
Anywho lets talk about how this kiddo won't give my right hip a break...he's either laying on it and it hurts...if he's not he's kicking it...and by that I mean he is kicking the sh!t out of it sending pain shooting thru my hip...its like he knows it hurts and loves to agitate it more...I'm sitting at work and for a good 5 min time span if anyone was paying attention they could see him literally kicking my right side...
Oh Chelle was told her baby was too big and has a big head...so either they have her due date wrong and she is due the same time as me...or she is gonna have a beast of a little girl...considering chelle herself was 11 lbs its not out of the question...but she has to go thru another battery of tests to make sure her and the baby's hearts are okay...if she makes it to her baby shower we'll be amazed...if not we'll be turning into meet the baby shower...
Alright I think that's an update on everything
Brandy
Well I was gonna ask if you'd like me to come entertain you til the actual pushing and stuff started but nvm! But seriously, I'm pretty sure I'll still be unemployed (insert me crying) and you know all that medical stuff doesn't bother me. Hell I'll even be the bitch screaming at you that you don't want drugs if you like. I'm good for that.
ReplyDeleteI am an odd person...most would freak out at the actual labor...me nope the idea of that doesn't bother me...the thought of ppl being there with me freaks me out...though I already figure I'd at least give you a heads up since you are the furthest away...all depending on when he decides to come...which is I'm hoping when everyone is either sleeping or at work...and maybe just maybe by october u will be employed...I'll think positively for you
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