Belated 9 weeks

We had a busy weekend that I was late on the 9 week blog...Friday his 9 week birthday he had his 2 month dr appt....he had to get 3 shots and a oral vaccine...the dr appt took forever...literally waited 45 mins b/w seeing the dr and the nurse coming in to give the shots...luckily my little guy is an angel and was soooo good and took a nap while waiting...here is a pic of him at the drs

How handsome is he??? lol

Well he was doing good with the shots took a nap after eating when we got home and seemed like his usual self until he wasnt...now in regular baby terms Zander at his worse is another baby's good day...but he was a laughing and cooing then he just started crying...like he knew something wasnt right and he didnt know why....I felt so bad...I decided to give him a bath cause it was close to his normal time and he had calmed down and enjoyed his bath...as soon as I took him out the crying started again...it broke my heart...I threw a diaper on him and didnt have the heart to try to dress him and swaddled him in a blanket gave him some medicine and just cuddled him till the medicine kicked in...luckily by the morning he was all better and well rested...

Saturday was visiting day...he meet his other grandma...that was slightly awkward but went well...she was very happy to see him and he seemed to like them...they got him so cute outfits for christmas...after that we went out to see Brit, her parents Jack and Lucy, and Zanders dad...and yes you read that correctly....he met his father for a 2nd time in his life...and yes it was not at his own parents house...Zander and I went to his parents house ourselves while he was hunting at Brit's parents house...I'm still not sure if he knew ahead of time or not that Zander and I were going there...his mother made it seem like she hadn't told him but I'm pretty sure his brother would of told him regardless...

He seen Zander for a little bit and then went back to hunting...which I was thankful for cause it was just all awkward...I didnt know if he wanted to hold him or if he was afraid to ask or I was to hand him over...he held him for a bit but seemed like he just didnt know what to do...gosh we have this whole situation so messed up that I dont know how to make it better and like I've said before not sure I care too...I'm happily raising Zander on my own...

So on a brighter note here are so cute pics of my little man...

He's learning how to grab things...watch out hair

He was smiling when I went to snap it by the time it captured it he had a pout

 

 

Brandy

2 Months!!!

My little guy is a whole 2 months old today...and boy he's getting big...cant wait for his dr appt on friday to see how big he really is...as you seen he has mixed emotions about getting older lol...i was trying to get pics of his head so i have one to develop for his monthly picture frame but he didnt want to really cooperate...so when i get them developed to do i'm sure month 2 will be funny...Alright I gotta get to bed I'll catch up more about our week on the weekly blog...talk to ya then

8 weeks

My little one hit the 8 week mark today...in a few more days he'll officially be 2 months old...he also made it thru his first week of daycare...I think he had an easier time of it than I did...by the end of the week he seems like he acts like his usual self with them as he would for me...so I'm glad and they do seem to take very good care of him...

He was being a stinker and wouldn't stop a moving around hitting himself in the face to get a good pic of him...this was the best I could do

I figure I'll throw in one from yesterday that I just love

He just looks so cute cuddled in his boppy.  But look how big he is getting...makes so sad yet happy seeing him grow up...he slept thru the night for me last night too...he is just a little angel...now I am just waiting for him to roll over...I better not miss it and he does it at daycare cause that will break my heart...

Monday was hard for me...I cried most of the way to work...gave myself enough time to calm down so my eyes weren't completely red and puffy...I couldn't even look at his pictures at work without wanting to cry...luckily I had picked a day when most ppl weren't at work so talking about him was a minimum...I just felt like a horrible mom for having to leave him there...granted I'd be a far worse mother if I didn't have a job and no money to take care of him...and ppl say its harder to leave them at a daycare than with family or friends...I don't think that's true cause I'd feel just as horrible if not worse cause its still someone but me taking care of my baby...

Monday and Tuesday he looked so tired when I picked him up...which he didn't nap that well but by Weds he seemed to be getting the hang of it and Thurs and Fri seemed like his self when I picked him up...he hasn't given me any trouble at home and it doesn't seem like his patterns are getting messed up...and so far my fears of him ending up with a diaper rash from not being changed or left in dirty clothes have not happened...I get a paper with all his feedings, naps and diaper changes and I've already had to bring in new extra clothes cause he had went thru all his just as he would of at home...so those fears are thus far unfounded...alright I don't know what Im celebrating I should of been in bed already...night all

7 weeks

A day behind on the posting but don't worry the pics are from yesterday :-)  He's getting so big and has discovered he his hands and that he can fit a majority of his fist in his mouth...he also realized there is a mirror above his swing and will lay there and look at himself and make noises and stick out his tongue...he's so silly

He's telling me a story or at least looks like it...

I still don't know how I'm gonna make it thru the day on Monday...I don't even think its sunk in yet that were gonna have to wake up, get ready, and go to daycare and work...I'm trying to get him ready...figuring out what I need to get and trying not to overpack so they don't think I'm a complete psycho...you think a snowsuit is overkill??? They say they take them outside whenever possible and though I don't think kids that young need to go for a walk I doubt they'll change that policy for me...so I'd rather know that he has something warm to wear there if they do...ugh...okay don't wanna think about this anymore...so off to get a piece of pie!

Brandy

Something to be Thankful For

I'm not one to list out what I'm thankful for just cause its Thanksgiving...but this year I decided to throw it out there and say I am so thankful for Zander...

I always thought I never really wanted kids cause I liked doing what I wanted when I wanted too...but now I happily revolve my world around this little person and what he wants and needs...I really didn't think you could love something so much...

I sometimes think I'm crazy cause I think he was suppose to be mine...obviously he grew inside me...but I really think regardless if I had choose a different path in life somewhere that he still would be here...cause he was meant for me...

Of course this day was just a good one to take pictures of the munchkin and of little Makayla too...no children were harmed or actually hit in the taking of these pictures...

Happy Thanksgiving

I got a turkey on my butt

Get off my boppy!!!

This is what you get for elbowing me

There both so cute and side by side they look like they could of been twins...though I maybe a little bias but I have the better baby :-)

6 weeks

Today Zander turned 6 weeks...where has the time gone...it makes me sad on how it goes so fast...he's cooing and smiling and sticking his tongue out...its exciting to see all those things and at the same time it means he's growing up...

His Christmas pics were taken today...he was good...no smiles though just his cute chubby cheeks and non descript smirk...as you see in the pic below he looked handsome and does well with shoes on his feet...but he's not exactly thrilled...yet that didnt stop me from spending too much money...when they are uploaded online if you'd like the link let me know and I'll give it to you...also if you'd like a christmas card with his precious face on it then give me your address and I'll send you one...either private msg me on facebook or text me or comment here and I'll get your info...

Here's another pic for his 6 weeks...he either looks like he is a cheerleader or a little mexican saying ole...love that little face

On to other matters...this whole daycare thing is breaking my heart...I just can't stand the thought of strangers raising him for all those hrs while I'm at work...I mean they were all nice and seemed to be very good with the kids that were there...but nothing is good enough for my baby if its not me and I can't convince my mom to quit her job...

My mom keeps telling asking me why I waited till last minute...which I didn't or else I'd have no place for him to go...but there is no one I know who can watch him or they live out of the way since work is already so far away...I guess I just really didn't think I'd be this attached and it wouldn't be a problem to drop him off...but I already hated being there and hate the thought of it...I just wanna be with him...

Not to mention the price of daycare is ridiculous...I'm essentially working to pay for him to be in daycare...the only way i'll be able to swing this long term is if the program they have at work is able to help pay for some of it...or I get a super big promotion...its all just too much...

Of course there is always the issue of getting child support...but I honestly just don't know if I want that...obviously the little bit of money would help but I don't want to share him...I guess and I maybe wrong but having no father consistently I think is better than having one inconsistently...I can't stand the thought of promises being made and not kept and his heart being broke when I can prevent it...and maybe I'm assuming he'd treat his son the same way has he treated me and pretty much everyone...but at the rate he's acted I'm assuming correctly

I just love him so much and want to do the best I can for him...when I read or hear on the news about ppl hurting their babies I just don't understand how they do it...what kind of monster are you if you can look at something so sweet and innocent and harm it in anyway...

I also don't know how ppl can just walk away from their kids and not care...and I dont mean adoption...but those who let anyone and everyone watch them and they just go on about their lives like its nothing...I have no desire to go out without him...if I can't bring him I don't wanna be there...I think I've been away from him for a total of 4 hrs this whole time and it wasn't even all at once...and I didn't like it...I'm his mommy I want to be the one there when he cries or just want cuddled...which obviously is why I'm so upset about the previous daycare topic...

Well since I came full circle and have myself upset again but feel slightly better venting I'm gonna call it a night...gots lots of more thinking to do...

Brandy

Kraynaks and Tyler and Trey's Birthdays

Been a busy weekend for Zander...Kraynaks was super busy...last year we went in October so it was dead...not so much so this time...the line started to wrap around the building...the kids were all good...just had to deal with a grumpy Chelle...literally she was worse than 4 kids combined....here are some pics of them waiting outside

Tyler all smiles waiting

Please get me inside

Richelle pouting

All snuggled after being held the whole time outside

And of course pics of some of the beautiful Christmas displays

Today was Tylers 4th Birthday party and Trey's 1st...it looked like santa came with how much loot they got...but they had fun...Trey wasnt really sure what was going on but he loved his smash cake...Poor Ty is getting sick and then was getting tired...he just didn't know what he wanted to play with...here are some pics from that

Trey's Cake

Tyler's Cake

Presents

Cake Aftermath

It was a long day...Zander's sawing logs just like he did for most of the party...so I'm gonna go to sleep too cause I am beat...have a good night all

Brandy

5 weeks

I almost forgot today was the 5 week mark for Zander...with just turning a month on monday and it being my birthday and getting ready for our trip to krayneks tomorrow and ty and trey's birthday on sunday I almost missed his little milestone...

Not that me forgetting to blog about it or upload a picture or 10 in different places matters...since I still managed to snap pics of him today without remembering...but how can you not take pics of that cute little face...

I just love him...couldn't of asked for a better birthday gift...he just amazes me on how good he is...I am so lucky...he has his little schedule he likes to follow...he's a good sleeper...when he's awake he is content...him and makayla may only be 3 days apart but personality they are worlds apart...I could go on and on but then it would just turn into bragging and I've never been much of a bragger...but when it comes to him I may have to start...

Well I'm gonna get to bed we have a big day tomorrow...will probably blog about tomorrows trip...a krayneks special edition over just the weekly ones...cause I'm sure I'll have pics to share!

Brandy

One Month

Its official my baby turned one month today...he had a big day...he successfully drank out of his first bottle with no problems...he smiled smiled for the first time today...he finally realized he can turn his grumpy frown upside down...but its short lived havent been able to capture it on film...

Speaking of which I must of took a million pics of him today in hopes I get one good one for his monthly picture frame of his head...here are a few of my favs

Isnt he just precious...I love him so much and oddly can't wait till his dr appt on Weds.to see how big he has gotten...he's just already growing up too fast...I know I'm gonna be heartbroken when I go back to work...I can't imagine not being with him pretty much every second...oh I don't want to think about it...better pump then bed...

Brandy

4 weeks

I can't believe my baby is almost a month old...its so bittersweet...you wait for what seems like an eternity for them to get here...okay it went fast other than the last month or so...and now time is going so fast...soon I'll be back to work...its gonna break my heart leaving him...(I know I can't believe I have become one of those ppl)...

So his 4 week pic I'm not a fan but he wouldn't stay still or look at the camera...but there it is...though below it is a much cuter pic a day shy of 4 weeks...(okay so they dont want to upload so when u see the pics here I went back and edited the post cause the pics uploaded without an error)

I have his christmas pics scheduled...I'm hoping he cooperates better than the steeler pics...I schedule it to the first appt so we shouldn't have to wait...so I'm hoping those turn out, not that the steeler ones are bad...the group one is cute...trey is almost in tears...zanders single one has his signature grumpy face...his 1 month dr appt is coming up too I'm curious to see what the little moose weighs now cause he seems so big...oh and I forgot about halloween...so heres a pic of that...

Having a phone with a camera so handy is just a downfall for new moms cause you end up with a million pics of randomness...and you want them all but don't need them all...but hate to delete them...or maybe its just me...

Next week I'm gonna try working on a bottle schedule to get ready for daycare...gonna breast feed him first thing then bottles during normal hours and then breastfeed again in the evening and see how that goes...this whole daycare thing makes me nervous anyways...I'd prefer to take him to work with me...I just don't like the idea of other ppl watching my child...and I know I have to cause I obviously have to work...but that doesn't make me like it any better...

Alright its past my bedtime and I finally got the pics to upload thank goodness...night all

Brandy

3 Weeks

A day behind on the 3 week blog but we had plans yesterday evening.  Plus today was the disastrous group picture day. 

On the Zander front he's getting so big...thats all everyone says...oh he's so big...his hands are big...his feet are big...he's gonna be a big boy...and he is...but he's still a sweetheart...as you can see below

He's just so adorable...I love him so much...pictures today he wasn't so good...he wanted to nap...and he gets cranky before falling to sleep and just wanted to be held sucking on his binky not getting his picture taken...after he finally passed out he was good cause he was out like a light laying on the floor getting his picture taken...Trey wanted nothing to do with the pictures...he didn't want to stay in the frame or sit or stand and ended up in tears...he was tired and wanted a nap too...Makayla was actually up and pleasant then dozed off...Tyler was a very good boy just listened to the lady as to where he was to go and smiled...he took a really cute individual picture...

I'm ready for a nap...but little man will probably be up for a feeding in a little bit...he has to be one of the easiest babies to get on a schedule...even when we got home last night around 9:30 he went from sleeping in his carseat to getting his swaddler on to asleep right in his swing till 2am like normal...most babies would be thrown off but he just went with the flow...I'm so lucky and wont forget it!

Brandy

2 Weeks

I can't believe 2 weeks have already gone by...and I can't help but wonder when does one stop looking at the baby wondering how in the world did that grow inside you and how in the world did he fit in there...he's already seems to be getting so big...I just wanna freeze time and keep him where he is at...

He is so animated when he's awake...the pics I'm able to snap of him are funny...always doing something with his hands or sticking his tongue out...and he has such control of his head...the ability to lift it and move it around is amazing...and he's nosy always wanting to look around...though he really cares less to look at his little cousin Makayla...here is one of the pics I snapped today for his 2 week photo

I love how he's raising his hand...and yes he does always look grumpy....he's much more of a frowner over a smiler... but he's just too cute with those overly chubby cheeks...

The only thing is he needs to learn to pee in the diaper...he likes to pee right as I'm putting the diaper on...especially if he feels like he's been in an outfit long enough...or if the laundry basket is empty its a guarantee he'll puke and pee on everything he touches...but oh well that's what babies do...

Its amazing how much you could love such a little person...but its hard not too...<3 <3 <3

Brandy

1 Week

Its hard to believe its been a week since my little one has made his very difficult appearance in the world...actually at this time last Friday I was getting prepped for my c-section after spending the better part of 2 days trying to get him to come...but all that doesn't even matter cause he's pretty much perfect

1 week old

Since coming home he has slept thru the night other than feedings and his diaper changes...he has managed to wet or poop on enough stuff...as soon as I put a load of his laundry in...he then pees his bedding...I would say he knows like oh she emptied that hamper lets fill it up...but what can you do...he's too darn cute...

I'm surprisingly breastfeeding since I was so indecisive about it...but he did so good the first time that I just couldn't give it up on it...and I mean I was half out of it after the c section and it still went well lol...I need to figure out how this will work with work but I'll figure something out...alright gonna relax for a bit till he wakes up for his mid-nite feeding...

Brandy

10/7/11 8:51pm 8 lbs 12 oz 21 inches

Yes yes he finally arrived...sorry for such the delay...I've been a little preoccupied and a 5 day stay in the hospital isn't a conducive blogging situation...So I guess I'll start w/ last Thurs. and come to the present...I'll try to be short about it but this may be a long blog...just warning ya...

So on Thurs 10/5 I woke up and though this may sound stupid or at least I thought I was stupid...I wasn't sure if my water broke or not...so I did some stuff and went up to the hospital and got their by 10 am...so they hook you up to everything and run tests and can't figure out if my water broke or not...so then I felt slightly less stupid if they weren't sure...so had an ultrasound and a second test and nothing came back with a positive answer...mind you at this point I had already been there close to 6 hrs...so the dr decided whatever it may be since I was already pass due that I should be induced and would be staying...they said they'd let me eat and start cervidil no later than 6pm so hopefully I'd start labor easily in the morning with the pitocin...

Well the cervidil seemed to start working by morning I was cramping and had dilated and effaced a little more than I was...not by much though...so they started the pitocin...and everything went downhill from there...contractions started...now if we remember I didnt want pain meds...and it was okay except the stupid monitors werent tracing them so I couldnt lay how I wanted making my already aching back hurt worse...so they called the oncall dr in to break my water so they could use internal ones...well at that point I had decided I'm never having another child cause the whole water breaking is disgusting...so after they cleaned the mess up...it was calm and I was like well that's not so bad...that lasted 5 mins when the first contraction hit and I ended up sick...so since I was puking they decided I was getting an epidural...which that didn't hurt like most ppl say it does...so that kicked in and no more pain...but as time dragged out my legs were more and more useless cause after probably 10 hrs I also know I never could handle being paralyzed or ever want a epidural again...anyways...things were moving till they drastically stopped...I got to 4cms and everything went disastrous from there...as they increased the pitocin Zander decided he didnt like that and his heart rate would drop and he's start squirming and I'd start puking...they'd have to stop the pitocin till he was stable again...then the dr would instruct them to start again...and then we'd end up with the same results...we were a hot mess...finally after the third time maybe the fourth I kinda lost track of the misery...the dr decided his heart rate dropped too low and I needed a c-section...great cut him out of me at is point its like 730 at night I was tired and figured he was tired and I wanted to feel my feet eventually...

So my mom, chelle, and kris were all there even though I had said I didnt want anyone...since nothing went remotely close to a regular child birth I wasn't even complaining about that...so chelle decided she wanted to go in with me so she could see what a c-section was like cause she was having one on monday...they decided since my epidural was so good they wouldnt have to do a spinal and just increase the med for the section...so finally got to the or and once again no one wanted to listen when I said there'd be a very good chance of me getting sick at some point...chelle thought I was sleeping as they were beginning to cut me open and stuff I was concentrating on not puking...so we got to the point of when they were pulling Zander out of me...and I was told to take deep breathes cause there would be pressure of them pushing down right below my ribcage...well pretty sure they just pressed on my stomach cause forget breathing...I was puking...and its hard to puke when u cant fill your stomach convulsing and all of a sudden your puking and thinking god I think I may choke...which lead to me having a panic attack over the fact that I felt like I couldn't breathe...so the anesthesiologist gave me something to calm me down...whatever it was I didnt feel sick anymore and I could breathe...oh yeah during the panic attack they did try to show me zander...I didnt care cause I thought I was dieing...after I was calm I did get one more peak at him when they took him out to the nursery...oh and come to find out as they were taking him out...even if the induction would of worked he would of never came out cause his big head was stuck...I guess it was swollen and deformed that night but by the time I seen him I didnt notice though I was exhausted and out of it...back to the c-section...they finished closing me up...and set me out to pacu...I was drained and wanted to sleep and feel my feet...to which apparently I could wiggle my toes though I couldn't tell...well something randomly clicked in my head while laying there that I just had a baby...and I wanted to see him...so I was like gotta wake up gotta let them get me to my room...and by then I could finally move my feet and know it...so the anesthesiologist released me from there and off to my room I go...well was pushed...so after getting looked at again and told this that and the other thing I finally got to see Zander...

To me he looked perfect...looking at the pic you can see his eye is swollen from being stuck and there is a bruise on his forehead and his angel kiss was a little irritated...and I didnt really see his head cause of the hat but was told more in detail the next morning that it was pretty swollen and the swelling went down and he was perfectly healthy...so even semi out of it and exhausted I did keep my word to myself that I would at least try to breastfeed and it actually went well the first time...so we've been keeping at it...

Alright well that got us to him being born...I think I'm done for now...he should be waking up to be fed so that then I can go to bed...he's been so good thus far...more hospital adventures to come

Brandy

Due Date has Come and Gone

So as we know yesterday was Zanders due date but he is still in my tummy...apparently the dr's think that he may want to stay there awhile...we set up a day for induction next week incase he decides not to come till then...though he better get here before then...

I need to call the drs office cause they are morons...they set up the date to be induced and sent me for a non stress test since now he's at 40 weeks...and you're to go like twice a week...well they set up one and nothing else till next thurs. when I'm to go be induced...I tell you those people are geniuses...

My back is killing me though I don't know if its from the way Zander is laying now or if my hip is out of place...but either way a whole another week being pregnant doesnt sound to joyful...so lets keep our fingers crossed here folks...thanks

Brandy

Where's the Baby

Still no baby...I think my problem is I look at this all too scientifically and if all the symptoms are there why am I not in real labor w/ this child working its way out of me...I don't like when science isn't so predictable...he's already like a typical boy...won't be early...lucky if he's on time...but probably will be late...and i'm really not that patient...

My back is killing me though pretty sure that was from sitting too long playing scrabble not cause of labor pain...I think my hip maybe out of place...just what I need to happen before giving birth/slash having to lug a baby around...

Rusty has taken to sleeping in the playpen...which is cute but somewhat troubling...we think he likes it cause it keeps him safe from roscoe bothering him...though when the baby is here he may be a little possessive of it...but I guess we shall see...rusty probably would cuddle with the baby as long as its sleeping...

Alright gonna play more of the waiting game...thinking about getting a camera since we now don't have one since my sisters can't take care of anything...so none of us have one...so that means I'll have to correct that issue lol...need to find something to do to kill time anyways...

Brandy

Done with Work

Well I made it thru the rest of the work week obviously...since someone is still content in my womb...I wish he'd be uncontent and push his way out...him staying there is going to end up causing scheduling conflicts or he and his cousin are gonna end up with the same birthday at the rate were going...

And of course the weather today is crappy...and its the first of the month so I feel stuck in the house cause who wants to deal with the rain and cold on top of everywhere being uber crowded b/c everyone got their money...ugh...

Alright I'm gonna be done whining and try to keep myself entertained or maybe take a nap but i'm not tired...I really wanted to be out walking around hoping this child would come...sigh

Brandy

Growing Impatient

Okay can this baby please get her sometime in this near future...I'm getting antsy which probably isn't gonna help this move along...just keeping my fingers crossed by this weekend he'll make an appearance.

Richelles dog needs to learn to listen if she'd spend some time with him instead of running around he'd be a good dog...I dont know what she is gonna do when the baby comes cause she is still too selfish cause she cant take care of a dog how is she gonna take care of the baby...I'm just annoyed at her right now cause she had to leave him all morning for a dr appt and now left him again...

Well thats all for now

Brandy

They Say He Can't Stay Forever

so not that exciting of a dr appt...im to be one cm dilated and seventy percent effaced...and his head is down at least...but that pretty much means it could be forever it could be tomorrow...i just wanted him here this week to make next week easier...but its gonna end up with me and chelle in the hosptial at the same time and thats just not going to work...not to mention i just wanted to be done with work this week...

im done with this blog cause i dont like blogging from my phone cause it doesnt read uppercase and characters from it...so till next time and next time i better have a baby

Time Flies when Your Pregnant and Busy

Still no babies...chelle had a dr appt today...her baby is still breeched and huge so she wont be flipping around so they will be doing a c-section sometime before she is 39 weeks...she is 2 cm dilated but all her tests were okay to not take the baby today...

I think Zander is getting fussy so hopefully he'll decide to come a little early like anyday this week but the 30th so that when they decide to cut chelle hope he'll be here and I'll just have to find someone to watch him while I go to the hospital for chelle...cause I really can't be in 2 places at once...so any ideas how to get labor started send them my way!!!

Brandy

Place your bets please

So start betting now as to when chelle will pop...she ended up the hospital today cause she was having contractions...they said she was dilated a little but nothing to be concerned about yet...could halt altogether or have a baby anytime...its just hard with her cause she is deliver at magee's an hour away...and she's not allowed to push or anything...so were not sure how this kid is coming out of her...

Me on the other hand is just chugging along...dr appt yesterday was another alright everything looks good we'll see u next week or maybe before...bonus was they finally had my fmla paperwork done...but didnt have a way for me to pay...so i have to pay next appt though they gave me the paperwork...oh i should attempt to load the video of zander kicking the remote on my tummy on here...hold on

Okay so this doesnt appear to be working I've tried uploading it 3 different ways...and it still doesnt want to do it stupid blog...maybe I'll upload it to facebook...grrr...that or Im just not patient enough for it to load but seriously its been 10+ mins shouldnt take that long...now its bedtime

Brandy

Trying to make this Short

Well lets start off by saying yay Glee is back...

Anywho...lots of long stories short...chelle moved back home...she is set up in the attic...and now we're both just waiting for one of us to have a baby...

Rusty and chelle's dog Roscoe don't get along very well...Roscoe wants to play and Rusty wants to kill him...there are glimmer of hopes that they may one day be friends but those are few and far in between...not to mention Roscoe is a widdler when he gets too excited...that is not going to go over well much longer with mom...

Work just seems like a waste of time right now cause we have more to learn and I just feel like time is running out...like I dont want a ton of work piled up so that it just sits there when I leave...I'm just ready to be done...

And there was a msg on my phone that I missed a Dr. appt tonight well my appt card says its for tomorrow...gosh what is the point I have another one scheduled next week and I dont think this kid is coming before then...alright I'm gonna watch Glee w/o typing now...

Too busy

The closer to the time the baby is getting here the less and less time I have...oddly enough I think I'm looking fwd to his arrival in hopes that I get a break...but I dont have time right this second to go into the havoc of this week I'll get back to ya later...sorry...

Baby Shower Pics Finally

Sorry was in a ugh type mood and didnt feel like playing w/ my phone to upload photos and such yesterday...nor did I feel like blogging about my ugh type mood...but tonight I uploaded pics so yay for me...before we get into that another dr appt today...everything is still good...so still just waiting for him to decide to come out...

Alright now what we have been waiting for some pics from Chelle's shower...

Empty Gift Table

Almost done tables

Favors around the bottle center piece that got a balloon on it

Gift Table with some gifts

Game table

Waiting on guests

Party thru Tyler's eyes

Tyler took a rest in the gift wrap

Only item she actually posed with while opening gifts

Chelle and her cake

Cake upclose

So overall everything went well though somehow no one realized it was the first steeler game of the season thus the clothing not that we missed much of a game I hear...chelle really liked her cake and she got a ton of clothes for Makayla...oh this just in Brits cousin Cory and his wife just had their baby girl...Tinsley Zavilla...Brit doesnt have the stats but once I find out I'll let you know...alright folks till next time

Brandy