He was being a stinker and wouldn't stop a moving around hitting himself in the face to get a good pic of him...this was the best I could do
Monday was hard for me...I cried most of the way to work...gave myself enough time to calm down so my eyes weren't completely red and puffy...I couldn't even look at his pictures at work without wanting to cry...luckily I had picked a day when most ppl weren't at work so talking about him was a minimum...I just felt like a horrible mom for having to leave him there...granted I'd be a far worse mother if I didn't have a job and no money to take care of him...and ppl say its harder to leave them at a daycare than with family or friends...I don't think that's true cause I'd feel just as horrible if not worse cause its still someone but me taking care of my baby...
Monday and Tuesday he looked so tired when I picked him up...which he didn't nap that well but by Weds he seemed to be getting the hang of it and Thurs and Fri seemed like his self when I picked him up...he hasn't given me any trouble at home and it doesn't seem like his patterns are getting messed up...and so far my fears of him ending up with a diaper rash from not being changed or left in dirty clothes have not happened...I get a paper with all his feedings, naps and diaper changes and I've already had to bring in new extra clothes cause he had went thru all his just as he would of at home...so those fears are thus far unfounded...alright I don't know what Im celebrating I should of been in bed already...night all
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