4 weeks

I can't believe my baby is almost a month old...its so bittersweet...you wait for what seems like an eternity for them to get here...okay it went fast other than the last month or so...and now time is going so fast...soon I'll be back to work...its gonna break my heart leaving him...(I know I can't believe I have become one of those ppl)...

So his 4 week pic I'm not a fan but he wouldn't stay still or look at the camera...but there it is...though below it is a much cuter pic a day shy of 4 weeks...(okay so they dont want to upload so when u see the pics here I went back and edited the post cause the pics uploaded without an error)

I have his christmas pics scheduled...I'm hoping he cooperates better than the steeler pics...I schedule it to the first appt so we shouldn't have to wait...so I'm hoping those turn out, not that the steeler ones are bad...the group one is cute...trey is almost in tears...zanders single one has his signature grumpy face...his 1 month dr appt is coming up too I'm curious to see what the little moose weighs now cause he seems so big...oh and I forgot about halloween...so heres a pic of that...

Having a phone with a camera so handy is just a downfall for new moms cause you end up with a million pics of randomness...and you want them all but don't need them all...but hate to delete them...or maybe its just me...

Next week I'm gonna try working on a bottle schedule to get ready for daycare...gonna breast feed him first thing then bottles during normal hours and then breastfeed again in the evening and see how that goes...this whole daycare thing makes me nervous anyways...I'd prefer to take him to work with me...I just don't like the idea of other ppl watching my child...and I know I have to cause I obviously have to work...but that doesn't make me like it any better...

Alright its past my bedtime and I finally got the pics to upload thank goodness...night all

Brandy