Ugh...Sorry

Sorry I've been sucking at this blogging lately...half the time my brain is just so tired to try to come up with anything to type and there isn't really going on with the baby...

Tyler finally was here when the baby decided to be up and kicking...so I had him come over and try to feel him kicking cause he gets so annoyed by the baby always sleeping in my belly...he was more interested in knowing if he was watching monster trucks with us...I told him he couldn't see them in my belly and he said oh I'll watch them then...and that was all...after all the questions about why is he always sleeping Ty then didn't really care he was awake...silly boys...

I won a STAR award at work...so the bulls-eye on my back just got bigger...people there are so funny...they think the longer you have been there doing a crap job the more you deserve things...they don't think actually working should get you anywhere...now not everyone there is like that but all those who have never held a real job outside of the government have that mentality...and they are the ones who make working there unbearable cause I just want to yell at them...my god you'd be fired from wal-mart cause they have more standards than we do here...they really don't know how good they have it...so between the promotion...the award and its only I say a matter of days till they really figure out I'm pregnant since I think the baby has decided to actually move and make his presence more obvious that I wasn't well liked before I'll really be hated...hopefully we'll be moving into training soon and I can say adios to them

Brandy

Monday come and gone

Another start of the week over...thank goodness for that...now can just gear up for the rest of the busy week leading to a busy weekend to just start all over again...

The baby needs to learn he is getting too big to use me as a hammock...maybe I've complained about this before but well I don't remember so I'm going to do it anyways...he seems to like to lay from hip to hip which was fine but now he seems a little bit too long to be doing that...but that doesn't seem to stop him...and when he gets just right he feels like a ton of bricks laying along the bottom of my abdomen...okay not really a ton...but I can feel him there...so at this point Brit, Theresa, and I have decided I'm going to be giving birth to a toddler...I just want a little baby but I have a feeling that's just not in the cards...and btw every time I have said I want a little baby to someone he kicks me as though to be saying you're funny mommy...

Nothing else too exciting...they still haven't decided when we are going to start training...which is kinda an inconvenience with having to schedule bloodwork and dr appts...my new sup said to just schedule them as I would and we'll work around them...I really didn't think it'd be much problem but I still like to make it easy on everyone...though rumor has it that they may hold off till after labor day for training...since everyone else in the class has vacations scheduled except me they want to wait so no one could schedule a vacation till after training was over...well that will work for everyone but me since if they hold off till September that means I will leave right in the middle of training to have the baby...I guess in the big picture controlling 5 peoples leave situation is easier than working around 1 maternity leave that really can't be controlled as to when it starts...yes I know I can schedule to have it induced but where is the fun in that...I guess we'll just see how this all pans out besides what most learn in a month I can probably learn in a week...

Brandy

Weekends seem like a Waste

Its so weird that all week you wait for the weekend and then it comes and its over with and nothing more is ever accomplished...I just can never get motivated and the only thing I have worked on is Chelle's baby blanket....I need to get a dresser from the basement moved up here but that impossible since Chad hasnt finished outside the basement door and there is no way the dresser will make it up the basement steps...so that puts a damper on that...

Oh Chelle's new puppie is adorable...I'll show you once the computer downloads them from my phone...

There they are...took a littler long but you didn't have to wait for them like I did...but isn't he cute...he's part lab part collie but you can't really see the collie...I'm trying to convince mom we need one...poor rusty needs a friend...

Nothing else too exciting...the baby needs to stop laying like I'm a hammock cause he's getting to tall...other than that I'm a boring person...alright back to crocheting...

Brandy

Crocheting away

Just a quick blog tonight I want to start Chelle's baby blanket tonight before bed...it should be a simple pattern if I can count correctly...she wanted purple so thats what its gonna be...

Dr appt today was as usual useless...heart beat is good and the measurement she took she said was right on...the debacle though was over scheduling the next appt and the blood work...apparently they have no clue how to schedule a rhogan shot...so I'm going to hopefully show up at the hospital on the day I was told and hope they have the shot ready and that I'm able to get the other blood work and glucose test done too...not sure what the big deal is with the shot really...that it has to be pre-scheduled but no def time just a time slot...I wanted to be like you really can't just give me the shot at the dr's office...how ridiculous...and I can't be the first person to have an rH neg blood factor...Butler really needs to get a competent Dr in that can deliver at BMH cause Cyphers office does a bang up job...

Brandy

Oh my Oh my

I'm exhausted between this cold, the baby, and my crazy dog I'm drained.

The dog kept waking me up last night wanting to go outside so he could eat grass...oh I was so ready to throw him out the window...first it was every 2 hrs then every hr then it was like every 20 mins he was at my bed whining...I even told him just throw up already it will be easier for me to clean that up right now than deal w/ you wanting out...and yes I talk to my dog like he is a person...I'm not gonna be a good parent when it comes to the baby not wanting to sleep at night cause I don't have much patience...and every time I got up with the dog...he got up kicking...All I kept thinking is don't get any ideas kiddo though I guess he could usually be up at those times and I just don't know cause I'm sleeping...but I'm hoping he was just as annoyed by the dog waking us up as I was...

I've also determined I've sick more this year than in awhile and I'm blaming the baby...I usually get one good cold a year which would of been right before I got pregnant...I was sick and should of been good for the rest of the year...but I've had the flu and 2 colds since...this kid has to be sucking the life out my usually good immune system...and this cold makes me soooo tired...I don't know how I made it thru my 10 hour work day today...and I'm sure I sounded horrible to the people I spoke on the phone too cause I'm a stuffy mess lol...

Speaking of work a slight vent here...most of my co-workers are on a thin line with my patience...if they act anymore immature or childish they'd be ask to start attending elementary school again...its amazing people who don't really do their job and have been at the same job level for years upon years are so bitter when others do well...one would think eventually they'd look at themselves and ask what am I doing wrong that I get overlooked...but no its always someones fault not ever their own...they are lucky they have jobs cause in the real work world they wouldn't...okay enough on that...

Gonna help mom get situated for bed then to bed myself...hopefully she'll get to rest her knee this weekend since dad wont be home since we're both sick and told him that its definitely not a good idea cause he doesn't need a cold...

Brandy

One Thing After Another

So my car for a short period of time decided it didn't want to go above 30 miles an hour on the way home...so I did probably exactly what you aren't to do and hit the gas and it kicked itself out of it...I thought at first I was out of gas and with a broken gas gauge is always possible but I am careful clocking my mileage...Chad says maybe need a new fuel filter...the one time I allow him to take my car for a drive to see if he senses anything really really wrong with do you think he has...no...what good is he...I'll either figure it out or break down on the way to or from work...

Mom still barely can walk and the ding dong made herself sick with the pain meds since she didn't wait for the first dose to kick in this morning and took a second one and got to work and got sick...talented...this cyst just seems to be a pain...and really no treatment other than it should just go away is kinda stupid...at most a dr may give a corticosteroid shot to help the underlying problem so that the cyst then may drain...maybe if someone learned to sit down and leave her leg elevated she could help it along

My cold is a cold...so I'm still miserable but the sore throat at least has gotten a bit better...gonna be a long day at work tomorrow since its a phone day and I have to be there till 5...the baby is a mover today...always when I don't see Tyler...one day I'll be able to show him my baby isn't always sleeping like he thinks it is...gosh I think I'm ready for bed...sad that its still light outside and I'd like to be asleep...

Brandy

I Should Be an EMT

Took mom to the ER she finally couldn't take her knee pain anymore...turns out she has a fluid filled cyst in the back of her knee causing the swelling and some of the pain...they usually go away on their own and dr's don't drain them since they are typically caused by an underlying problem that needs treated so they don't return...mind you I looked most of that up myself since the little PA girl couldn't give any causes or solutions to the cyst...

So mom needs to follow up with a ortho dr but we know that probably won't happen since it took how long to get her to the ER...they gave her a brace to use while walking and some pain killers...so we'll see how long this lasts...

Everything else is going..this sore throat is slowly going away...wish it would hurry up cause I'm quite annoyed by the burning sensation...baby just keeps bouncing around so he doesn't seem to mind the cold...I'm gonna try to sleep this cold off...night all

Brandy