Annoyances

I get annoyed relatively easily especially by relatives...I dont know how I am related to some of these ppl...they are so...I don't know what they are with out being politically incorrect...

They're rude...they make these comments that just get under your skin...and bother grandma then they wonder why she gets so worked up...its like how many times can u say something about the dog drooling...he's a dog and he drools...he's not doing it on purpose...and it already concerned grandma about it before they got here and of course they haven't shut up about it...and that's just one of the many stupid things they say that you just want to shout like really...your that stupid to actually say that to her...like seriously think before you speak and if you don't like it stay somewhere else...

Not only that but your kid is old enough to get his own drink if he's thirsty or something to eat if he's hungry...If he can't do that yet then he probably shouldn't be in college!!! They just aggravate me and can't wait for them to go back home...hopefully they'll be gone before I'm awake tomorrow...

Brandy

Another busy weekend

Late blog today...another busy day to start off another busy weekend...I don't know how I did it before when I only had 1 weekend off a month...cause now I seem to always be busy...

Mom is trying to plan some elaborate Mother's Day for us even though Chelle and I aren't mothers yet and its just her and Kris...So since we or should I say I can't let her do that and us not do something for her... I managed to throw together us getting our picture taken for mom...we wont have the pics just the proof sheet but its better than nothing...we haven't done any type of family picture in years...not sure if Chad will actually do it he said okay but tomorrow is still a ways away...if its at least us three girls its better than nothing...note to self should look for a cheap picture frame to give mom too...well a nice cheap one...lol

Gotta go grocery shopping...apparently were having steaks...since its also dads last meal before his cancer treatment and that's what he wanted...so its gonna be steaks, salad and baked potatoes...yummo...I don't know who is cooking...I imagine it will be Chad but who knows...it may be me...alright gotta get up early to get this stuff done so I'll have time to get ready for the pictures...

Brandy

Stop to Think

Its no wonder why I end up keeping myself so busy...if I actually stop to think about my life right now it could possibly spin out of control at any second...like those guys who spin plates...I'm pretty sure I'm trying to spin a dozen and if one goes they all go...

I'm not trying to throw a pity party...but gosh how much can one person/family take...dad is gonna start cancer treatment Monday...I worry about Tyler cause if something happens to his Pap he's not gonna know what to do...hopefully Chelle will get thru the rest of her pregnancy problem free but who knows with her blood count...grandma is losing her mind and I think more quickly than anyone wants to admit...mom can barely walk cause her arthritis is so bad but she won't go see a doctor...my 2 best friends are broken...

Oh not to mention I'm pregnant myself thank god that's going relatively easy except for when its moving around and feels like its trying to claw out of my uterus...which I find annoying and have threatened a c-section to it... then I feel mean but I don't have time to deal with the annoyance right now...gosh that sounds horrible...I'm pretty sure I'm the only person who finds being pregnant annoying...its not that I don't want the kid to get here...its the pregnant part that's annoying

I guess sometimes I still hope to wake up and this all was just some very odd dream and I'll be able to fix everything before it all happens so life isn't as hard as it is right now...but unfortunately it doesn't appear to be a dream...

Brandy

Ummm

Boy I lead a boring life...I again sit here with nothing really to say...I could whine more about still not having a boys name but god even I'm getting on my nerves with that topic...but time is a ticking there...and I still need a name...unfortunately the name I like the most Declyn or Declan everyone else does not like which only makes me like it more...I'm thinking for namesake this thing better be a girl lol...

Had to go to Kmart and exchange some clothes mom had picked me up...for the most part she had did a good job...but the one shirt she got...oh I dont know...it was a pretty color...but she got it so large that I am pretty sure I could fit three of me in it...and it had this odd tie thing at the chest...last thing i need is more attention to my boobs...so that was just returned...1 shirt just needed a smaller size and the shoes were too big...I mean I know I'm going to get bigger but I'm hoping not to the size of a house...

Alright well I'm going to try to stay up long enough to watch the new Top Chef tonight or I may just pass out anyways...hopefully will have something more interesting to say tomorrow

Smoking

So most know I did quit smoking shortly after finding out I was preggers...I always said if I ever had a kid I'd stop smoking while pregnant cause I can damage my lungs but I can't in good conscious possibly damage someone who doesn't even have lungs yet...even as a smoker I was always annoyed by pregnant woman smoking...

At first I weaned myself and only smoked around those who didn't know I was pregnant and didn't want to cause too much suspicion as to why I suddenly quit...as enough people knew I just stopped all together...for the most part it was pretty easy...though sometimes after dinner or out of boredom it is sometimes missed...but for the most part I can tell the difference...haven't coughed up half a lung since I quit...

I also don't like excuses as to why people can't quit...oh I just can't do it, or I don't have the will power...bogus...my dad who has lung cancer is still smoking right now cause he's not ready to quit...though my dad is like me and he will quit when he wants too and no one will tell him otherwise...but others who want to quit (cough theresa cough) and keep giving up before starting just need to get the excuses out of their heads...just do it...come up with a game plan that you know you can do and do it...that's the only advice I can give cause that's how I achieved it...

Brandy

Finally some not so bad news lol

Chelle and Adam got final approval on their house...so today they like each other and are excited...tomorrow they'll be at each others throats again...that's how their relationship rolls...their poor kiddo...

Chelle has also decided that whatever I have she is going to have too...I think she has decided since I know when my ultrasound is and figures it will be before hers she'll just go by my results...I told her it didn't quite work like that...but she figures that's how it will be cause they can't be different cause that would be too easy...(I'm not sure why she would think one being a girl one being a boy would be easier but I didn't question her logic at this point)

And please please still give your opinion on the previous posts names...I'll shut up about it once I have a boys name!

Comments, Thoughts, Ideas

This blog should be short and sweet...still trying to find a boys names...still nothing my heart is set on...here is the following list of some possibilities...comments, thoughts, ideas are still appreciated...

Benton Michael

Declyn Cooper

Jaxson Cooper

Camden James

Cameron James

Carter Thomas

Brandy